The life of LA is a draining, stressful process. I am here because I have to be. Because this is what I am called to do right now, at this present moment. I understand now why so many actors leave this town everyday. It gets so unbearable to strive for success in the entertainment industry. I don't know how people do it without the Lord in there life and can understand why they turn to drugs, sex and alcohol. They are searching for something satisfying when everything else seems like it is falling apart. Few learn there is only One who satisfies our hunger and thirst for pleasure. I am going home next month and am so happy to go! I miss my family so much! I don't think I have ever missed them this much or have been more thankful for them in my life ever! I would not be here in LA, if not for my family walking beside me and believing in what seems impossible for me to achieve. I am ready for a refreshing break with the ones I love and not having to pay to park is a major bonus! :)
living wide awake,
Nikki
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