environment

Have you ever had the feeling when you think you have just figured out your life and what it is you are to be and do, and then somehow you get turned all upside down and are confused again? Well, that is how I feel. I am learning that your environment can change you, that new experiences cause you to question things you used to take at face value. The differences between sin and what is permissable, permissable and beneficial. One thing we have to always remember and what I believe we can never forget is TRUTH. I do believe you can deceive yourself, but I also believe that deep down we know the truth when we hear and it never stops following us, no matter the choices we make in life. God never stops chasing us, fighting for us, loving us. He does not give up on us, we give up on Him. Some people talk about how God left them, when the truth of the matter is, you left God to fulfill your own desires. Funny how making mistakes can lead us back to the cross developing an even deeper connection with God. Remembering that nothing is more satisfying than intimacy with the Beloved.